of friends..

there is one question that i am trying to find an answer to , or probably i do have one..

As time goes by, you meet so many people.. you make friends, friends for life.. best friends , buddies you share memories with .. some good , some bad.. but things that bring a smile on your face..

As time goes by, life moves on .. and u tend to forget those you meet in the way..

And there are times when u haven't forgotten them, but just forgot to say a hello or give a call on a lazy sunday afternoon with a 'wasssup!' Sometimes you DO make that call and live up the good old days.. sometimes, you dont have much to say.. sometimes you wonder 'why am i making the effort! ... all the time!'

:)

why the smile ? coz at time i wonder, is it really important to be told by your friends that you are right there, that you are being missed , that you need a hug rightnow ? to call talk nonsense , or just say a hello.. to meet fr lunch and keep laughing.. and what for the times when you really cant meet? and the smile more so coz it remindes me of my sweet lil friend and the conversation with her..

and i dont know how should i be ending this post..

maybe by saying that i many times when i do call my friends , i may not say i really miss them , but i do.. i might bug them by innumerable sms.. but i like to start my day like that .. i might feel like giving up on them when i dont hear back in three days, but i somehow cant..

donno how many of them would read this random thing.. but yes, if u are .. mmmuah .. miss you :)

the sine curve

this is how life seems these days .. no .. am no sadist or a lover of physics.. but my observation on how my mood and life seems to be moving along the time axis depicts something very close to it :P

after a wonnnderful time at the hard rock cafe (u should go there !) and then the dinner at fujia (i guess thts how u spell it .. my sister insists its the best in Chinese food but i think otherwise) i thought life was fun .. yeah, there was a minor dip in the middle, but my life was still back on a high !

and then the rain !!

and the lovely lovely monday morning
(ironic i know... lovely monday!)

reminded me of all the wonderful rain experiences :

@mumbai : rain.. football.. guys.. and a very happy spectator :P

@MICA : the most BEAUTIFUL Ones ever.... parijat ke bahar the puddle of water.. or simply sitting next to my purple door looking at the rain outside.. and then running for the pakodas by kishore bhai.. the umbrellas that were always stolen and the raincoats which could anyways not do much .. some time tht was .. ws looking for some pictures.. this is ths first one that came to my mind.. courtesy dubey

this is outside parijat.. the first rains we saw at MICA.. and first rains that saw us gettin mad !


@dilli: while going frm ITO to CP, there is this little stretch of road.. shaded with trees... drive there when it rains.. pure blissss :)

so tht .. was the high..

wondering what the next low was ??

u guessed it right .. am at office abi :(

hate it hate it hate it hate it

am glad my boss aint net savvy :P

P.S. : according to my sine theory , the upswing should soon be here .. :)

the transition i wasnt ready for . . .

i finally sit down and blog .. and idea i was completely averse to some years ago ..

as in .. how could someone bare all thts in someone's mind for eyes of others so totally unknown..

but .. i gave in .. finally ..

and lets not get into the reasons to it :P


so whats this first post going to be about.! perhaps something that is 'top of my mind' right now !
gettin to work after two years at the heaven of a place MICA.. being a part of the big bad world after 2 years of a secluded and cushioned life of ideals, whims and fancies !

so many things seem to be changing around me ..
i hv to be 'quiet!' .. my actions are answerable and accountable.. there r expectations .. from the boss at work and the boss at home :P .. office games.. mind games.. good games and bad games.. there r times when i want to run away to the 'good-old-times' ..

yes.. i seem to be changing.. selfish at times.. pleasing at others..
i am expected to grow up .. and fast !


but some things are still the same..
there r gtalk wars..
'rain drops keep fallin on my head' bringing a smile on the face..
'saale .. kameene' for the dear lil friend..
i still want to be the little kid somewhere deep inside.. and somewhere i shall always be :)