of expectations and more..

Today I got reminded of one of the WY-WI sessions that i used to have back there at MICA... that of having expectations in a relationship... any and all kinds for that matter..

its like , you have friends, and u expect things from them. and what happens when these expectatios come falling down ? ok , i may be anngry right now or damn pissed .. but that is not as important as what i think right now ..

what do u do , when things dont happen as u wanted them to ?
do you need to be blatant about things that you want in a relationship?
or do u expect that person to simply 'understand' ?

i get angry
sometimes i try to understand
and at times at shout.. sometimes that shouting happens on not the one i am angry with, but on someone else.. someone whom i expect to 'understand'

ranji says that my posts are very random..
maybe this one is another one of them..

to appu !

this is what appu taught me at MICA.. so apt for today :

it is a lovely weather
we will have fun together

aa come
aa come
aa come to me my love

there is no moon today
there is no sun today
it is a lovely weather
we will have fun together

:)

well.. the correct way to say it is not just to read it .. u need to be in a good mood, happy and feel like dancing.. then , my friend, u will do a good job out of it :P

formal letters

funny little thing happened to me aaj..

i went to the bank to get the renewal of my fixed deposit (yes, i am THAT jobless)

the old auntie who looked damn irritated with her boring desk job, handed me a paper and asked me to write an application for it..

now now.. when was the last time i ACTUALLY wrote an official letter ????

dude! i couldn recollect the format only !

dear ma'am ke baad subject ? which side do u put the address ? and what about the date ??

yeah, yeah. . i wrote it and gave it in.. the lady gt the message (its the message communicated that matters right !) and i shall get the work done

as if that wasnt enough, my tauji came in the evening only to ask me to write 'letter to the pension office' . This was easy. Just had to copy what was written. The only confusion : what to use - yours truly/ yours faithfully . I remembered what was taught in english classes when i was a kid. Truly it was :P

Funny what things we learn in school only to forget.

The weirdest thing ??

My friend called.. She got a job today.

Guess what profession : middle school teacher

:)

a loong fun weekend :)

i visited calcutta this weekend .. and couldn help but notice what a quaint little town it is ! i mean, comin frm delhi and been at mumbai , it seems this city sleeps, wakes up to refuse getting up from the bed again !!

patli patli roads..

small yellow taxis..

slow slow trams..

and little lakes making you want to stop on the road!

i loved the place .. 'calcutta darshan' i couldn do in the true sense of the term, but of what little i DID get my hands on, it ws wonnderful!!

the reason i was there : my best friend's wedding :P i mean, i cant imagine.. my roommate is a married woman ! but good fun it was.. the best thing was tht all of us were there together.. so all my 'yearnings' of meeting friends and getting those 'magical hugs' finally found me :)

but u know what the bestest thing about the four days was ??

mandaarmani

its a beach.. a different from the ones i have seen in goa, diu and mumbai .. u can drive on it !! and the way it stares at you at night : the mighty white waves.. and the beautiful sound it makes . . . and the WIND .. blows away your mind man !! if I had a wish, i would have sat on tht log of wood forever, just staring at the sea.. or dancing with friends on the beach while it was raining .. yes i know wht will make me happy in my life .. a house by the beach :)

sometime, i shall have one in GOA..

what life that would be :)